I turn 39 soon, and even though I've already suffered through a mid-life crisis, I still don't feel like an adult.
In fact, I feel I've grown less mature as the years have progressed.
I'll know I'm a grown-up when:
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I was a very mature kid. By the time I turned 10 I had lived in two houses, four apartments and attended at least as many schools. By the time I was 14 I had been through my parent's divorce and a custody battle. By the time I graduated high school, I was pretty sure I knew who I was and what I wanted.
Then, I spent my 20s going through my terrible twos. I was rebellious, said "No" a lot (loudly), and was frustrated by my inability to make choices I thought were mine to make. And when I turned 30, I married, had a son, and became as tired and cranky as a newborn.
Since then I've started growing up again. But I'm not sure I've quite crossed the threshold into adulthood yet.
I asked my 8-year-old son Colter what makes someone an adult, and here's what he said:
Adults:
I've done all those things and yet I'm not quite there.
My husband Gary remembers the first time he felt like an adult. He was 14 years old and working behind the counter of a balloon-popping game at a local amusement park. Kids called him "sir" because he had the authority to hand them darts.
Some cross the threshold into adulthood when they turn 18 and can vote, turn 21 and can drink legally, graduate from school, buy a first home, notice the first gray hairs -- or notice they've started falling out.
"Coming of Age in 21st-Century America," a study conducted by researchers at the University of Chicago, describes seven stages in the transition to adulthood.
The report, based on the 2002 General Social Survey of 1,398 people, also determined when people generally expect young people to complete the transitions. Becoming self-supporting is the first step (20.9 years old), living independently of parents (21.1), having a full-time job (21.2), completing schooling (22.3), being able to financially support a family (24.5), getting married (25.7), and having a child (26.2).
But an Associated Press story following the survey found that many 20somethings did not feel these milestones were ones that marked them as adults.
Living at home longer than previous generations, living with partners longer before marriage, and having careers before having children can all contribute to a trend of "delayed adulthood."
Whatever the factors that are causing it, much of society seems to be embracing the notion of delayed adulthood. And a whole line of increasingly common sayings are indicating a ripple effect -- "30 is the new 20" and "40 is the new 30" and so on. Elaine Wethington, a sociologist in the department of human development at Cornell University, believes the sayings have a ring of truth.
Wethington says that parents may be contributing to this delay by holding on to their kids a little longer than previous generations did.
This phenomenon reminds me of a recurring conversation I had with my parents that went something like this.
My parents: When are you going to grow up?
Me: When are you going to start treating me like a grown-up?
It seems to me this circular conversation captures some truth. When my parents, my boss, my husband, my child clearly expect me to behave like an adult, how can I deny that I am one?
And yet even after I began to work full-time, earned money, was married, and became a parent, I discovered those experiences transformed me -- and aged me -- but didn't land me in that elusive place I believed adulthood would take me, a peaceful, serene place where all the answers resided.
The reason I haven't arrived, of course, is that no such place exists. Adulthood isn't a place, a final destination we arrive at after years of growth, it's a role we enter and exit. The door swings both ways and each of us holds our own set of keys.
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